Quite a lot of things have changed.

We live in a world where change is the only constant.

What if one day something happen and I am not there. I'm not home half the time. How should I remedy this?

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"There are many people offering advices out there. Some you may think are constructive, others are just nonsense. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. Ultimately, its YOU who has the choice whether or not to execute the advice given. Who else other than yourself has the right to judge what is right from wrong. You are YOUR life. You take charge."

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"Nothing is 100% guaranteed. One can only have 100% faith. But when your faith goes up to a certain percentage, there is a chance of it becoming a delusion. The secret to it is balance and awareness"

-Me

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I hate morning classes where I have to wake up way before I normally would.

SO TIRING!

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I guess I inherited the 'want to be in charge' genes from my dad, and 'expensive = good' mindset from mum.

But over the years, these traits seems to slowly fade away. Traces of these traits can still be found in me but not as strong as before. I am developing my own character and personalities. My beliefs, values and principles are very different from that of my parents' I quite sure.

I am now sculpting myself into 'myself'. Someone unique.

I guess thats growing up.

I've been quite emotional about seeing my parents growing older by day and wanting to give them the best. I hope to graduate asap.

Love my folks, when they don't come and nag or irritate me.

:)

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"They think that life is cheap. Sigh."

What you said woke me up.

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You don't know how bad I felt when I see your hair slowly turn grey.

I want to hurry and finish studies and become successful.

Earn the big bucks and let you enjoy life without worries.

I want to thank you so deeply for brining me up.

I want to give you what you missed out and did not enjoy as a sacrifice for taking care of me.

Yes, I can see whatever you all have done for me and I am truly grateful.

I will do it for you.

Love,
son

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